I feel like we share the same exact thoughts to often. 😂 I remember when I first became a writer, and I never felt adequate enough to call myself one. (I still don't feel adequate enough, but I do call myself one now.) I remember having a conversation with my mom once, and she said, "Writers are the ones who get up really early to make sure they get enough done in the day." I remember thinking, "But I like sleeping." 2,000 words a day would never go well for me. 😂
You are an incredible writer. Your word count doesn't determine that. <3