I felt every single word of this. It is so exhausting. There are weeks I sleep as much as a growing toddler lol. The hardest part for me is being in the depths of it and having someone cut me down for it. I feel like I am barely holding my head above the water only to have someone shove me down into it. It's hard enough for me to understand myself sometimes. I don't need some dumb comment about how I am in control or just need to breathe.