I relate to this so much. I love reading other writers' work, but it's hard to not compare myself to them. When I first started writing, my dad really put a lot of pressure on me to post big Christian topics and not much else. Although, I write many Christian blogs, I love ranting about life, advocating for mental health, educating others on marriage, and my travel experiences. When I started writing what I wanted to, I didn't feel so burnt out. It helped me be more pleased with my writing and helped stop the endless comparison cycle. You were right in saying there's a lot of talented writers out there, but you also need to know that YOU're one of them on my list.