I understand how you may feel. In high school, I worked hard and took college classes at the college on campus. I wanted to be a teacher so bad. I even did two different internships at two schools. One day, during my senior year, I decided that what wasn't what I wanted to do. I signed up for classes to become an ultrasound tech. I ended up dropping out of college completely, and I became a full-time nanny making plenty of money. I graduated high school in 2018 also. I laughed with my husband about how I could have been just graduating college a couple of weeks ago. My path is very different from others, but I am happy with the decisions I made. AND you should be too! <3