My recent struggle is that I convince myself if I pray "wrong" that God will get frustrated and do the opposite lol. I know it is so wrong and twisted, but over the last year, I get fearful that I need to be more careful with my wording and desires. An example would be that I try to come across more content and joyful towards God when I might not really feel that way. When I say this fear out loud, I see how ridiculous it sounds, but sometimes, I feel overwhelmed by it.