My Sweet Baby, Why Did You Have To Leave Me So Soon?

Grieving the loss of my first baby

All the memories I have left of my first pregnancy ❤

**Disclaimer: Miscarriage… A few details will be shared, but I try not to get into the process too much.

This is the last blog that I ever expected to be writing.

This is without a doubt the hardest blog that I have ever had to write.

I never wanted to tell you guys that I was pregnant and not in the same article, but here we are. Please bear with me.

I took three pregnancy tests to make extra sure that I really was pregnant.

On September 11, I found out that I was pregnant.

I went out for coffee with a close friend. I told her how hungry I had been and how much my chest hurt. She encouraged me to take a pregnancy test. I was hesitant, because I had already taken some a week prior. Those were all negative, and I wasn’t so sure that I wanted to see any more negative tests.

We were at that coffee shop for hours. By the time, I got home I had built up enough courage to test. The tests turned positive in less than a minute.