Not Again…

Grieving the loss of my second baby

Grace Bianco
6 min readApr 18, 2024

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All I have to show for pregnancy #2 — Author’s photo

Disclaimer: miscarriage, pregnancy loss

I know people have been wondering where I have been, and I also know most people could probably come up with a good guess. I am so beyond blessed to have so many people who care about me. (Thank you to all of those who reached out. It truly meant the world, and no thank you will ever feel like enough.) Even knowing all of this, it has been so hard to come on here and formally announce where I have been.

After five months of trying after our first loss, I had another miscarriage at five weeks and two days pregnant.

Out of all the things that I have posted about on here, my fertility journey seems to be the most debated. Lots of opinions on the matter and lots of opinions on how I write about it. I had to take a little break to mentally prepare to share this news once again.

I am as ready as I ever will be, and as I mentioned above, I know so many people care. As hard as it is to write and face this reality, it is so beyond freeing to finally feel ready enough.

Photo by Zohre Nemati on Unsplash

I lost my second baby on Easter.

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Grace Bianco

I am the author of “Party Pooper: Growing up with Anxiety.” I love oversharing my life. I talk about my faith, marriage, mental health, & everything in between.