Thank you for your kind words. (:

I know you mean well, but I do not feel pressured to be a Christian. In high school, I literally wanted to die, and God saved me more than once. I will never be convinced that it wasn't Him. I am a very weak individual, and that's how I have always seen myself. I really do not believe I would be alive today without my faith. Leaving God would kill me. I believe He is the only one who can heal and save me now.

I appreciate your willingness to give me so much advice, but this is just where I stand now.