Thank you so much for your thoughts!! The self-help book would definitely be wayyyy less stressful, but the stories I can’t stop thinking of are Moses’ and David’s. Moses had to speak against Pharaoh with a speech impediment, and David was a scrawny fellow put against a giant. I wonder if I can’t shake these stories, because God DOES want me to take the more difficult route. I have been praying a lot. Whatever I choose, I pray it is 100% God’s will.