This is literally a conversation I had with my husband yesterday. It's hard to explain, but I am both content and uncomfortable with my life. I am happy for the opportunities I have now, but I also want it to be a few months into the future when my husband and I plan on trying for a baby. I am in this back and forth of being thankful to do whatever I want childfree, but then, I get upset that I am childfree. I don't belittle new mothers, because I am truly so happy that others are getting to experience such a gift. But I can't help but get jealous sometimes.

I appreciate this article very much! (: